What mental problem do i have?if i have one.?

I read your question and concern: you do have some issues Including: depression, self abusive problems, hearing voices, hallucinating and post tramatic stress disorder. The post tramatic stress disorder is from when you were molested. My suggestion is for you To go to the emergency room of your local hospital and tell them that you need a psychiatric evaluation, most hospitals have clinicians on site to do the evaluation. or you may want to talk to your pcp first or call a crisis unit at the dept of mental health in your area. In my opinion you would benefit from getting a therpist, you have some issues you need to work on before they get progressively worse. I hope this helps in some way. good luck